People are so Fickle.

Why do decisions have to be so hard to make?
and why do names have to be so hard to keep?
a name is everything. or, i should say title. titles are everything in this world.
like last names. i mean, if you are related to someone famous, you've got a bigger title. and people view you by that title. the fame title. and then your name, your small, beautiful name, is now under the title of the famous relative.

you lose your name, and gain a fucking title. so harsh. less personal. stupid.

and then you are judged on everything you do, and the title of those things.
JV sports? title goes up if you're on varisty. just a member of a club? title goes up if you're the president. AP classes? title goes up if you're in IB.
so now the activities that one has to do in order to be a member of society become stripped down to tasks to keep up a title. who gives a shit about the activity itself, or even more the person that is performing the activity? no, no it's allll about the title. how good you look.

everything is titled. everything is labled. everyone is judged.

and that is in my opinion the corruption of our world. that people have to look for a title, a label. People have to see that everything is judged. everyone is put in a label. everything is as good as it can get (if they have potential) or as bad as they can get (if they are a lost cause).

why can't we all just LIVE? L-I-V-E. as life was intended. without all this title bullshit, and with NAMES. real names that give you character and personality and life and your own legacy.

i want my name back.

fuck titles.