I got home yesterday. I don't want to be in today. I want to stay in yesterday, and not be in this moment right now because I have a feeling that this will not be a good day. every part of my body is screaming for me to not be in this moment. but whether i'm ready or not, life keeps moving fast and i have to hope that my legs can move as fast.
it wouldn't be so bad if i was in new york. word.
Sharptop was great and relaxing. i got to talk to a bunch of friends i haven't talked to in a while, and relized how similar we all are in where we are in life right now. give or take the party scene.
we all miss thinking. we just do.
life is to fast for thinking. and we got caught up in the doing.
i want to think again, legitimate thoughts about emotions and standards and beauty and religion and happiness and pain. i don't think anymore i just coast through life doing.
but how do you change that? we can't slow down time. i don't know how we can do it, but in the words of a passionate addict (andy hull) "as long as i can think i really think i need to think".
ill try to do it today. don't know how, but i'll try.
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