a choice is a choice and God I've made it

there are some times when i wonder why i am so fortunate to be listening to such good music sometimes.

art is doing good.

i've got a creative spurt going on and it ROCKS.

i've got a wonderful wonderful ear.

and an aweful present-day future.



i argues alot.



and hate myself a lot.

but i love something. that's why i'm still here right?

right.

it has to be. there's something holding me on to this earth, my own personal gravity.



there's still something.

last night i sat with my legs hanging out of my window and i sang. it was so great.

i realllllyyy reallyyy enjoy a couple people at my school. on saturday i went downtown with them and i felt like i was living a movie with a bunch of misfits from mean girls. it was AWESOME.

if only i had classes with them. i think i would enjoy school if i did. but it's ok. maggie and me deviced a plan and it's going into action today. i'm a bohemian storm brewing. a sunset lightning in my bones. and i'm ok.

And I have been feeling this good for a reasonMy friends and my family

You all are my backbone

You keep me balanced and settled

And I'm in debt to you all endlessly.

this is double spacing for some reason. annoying.

shake it out. shake it out. love you judy the alpha queen.