I know what they want, and i know they don't want me to stay.

aweful day.


i've got friends in all the right places, i know what they want and i know they don't want me to stay.

the dirtier the soun the best i breath, i tried to do it all for you, it didn't do anything for me.

i can't play where i'm not supposed to be, anways.



it really was just a terrible day.
i skipped class.
i nearly broke down in tears.
i yelled at someone.
and i don't understand math.


i'm going to go releave my stress now.
thankyou paint.


and thankyou mr. hull . for speaking words when i can't.
as cheesy and true as that is.


"be calm, oh my God i am strong.
am i strong?"

LA-DI-DA-DI-DA-DI-DA-DI-DA.
grow some wings.

i know judy the alpha queen, i know.....

it's hard.


my prayers are so strong and full of want and need that they have stopped becoming words and started becoming a deep feeling/emotion that is too strong to formulate into words. that's a good and bad thing i guess.