"when your chances fall in your lap like that, you gotta recognize them for what they really are"

i climb in shotgun and reach into his mouth, and grab on to one long sharp tooth and hold on.
for dear life.

i really don't have much to say except how deeply much I love Jesus.
it's really just intensifying every day. He is so much more of a PHYSICAL presence in my life and mind and body. sometimes, when i ask HIm too, right before I'm sleeping He'll put His arms around me.
and peace flows.

i don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life, but i know how i'm going to do it.

judy the alpha queen told me it's going to be epic. different. and true and beautiful.

i just ate a lot of cake and i shouldn't have.
i walked home from school today with MO blaring in my ears, and i just felt like everything was waking up to great me. like the Earth and the trees and the wind were all dancing right in front of me, telling me to arise and ignite and burn with passion.

i've got some homework to do. and some reading to do.
good books have been some of my friends latley.


oh jermaine and brett, i wish you would dine with me tonight.
well definitley brett, and i guess jermaine can come to. but i have to apologize in advanced for staring, there is just something so intensley ugly about you.