I tamed a lion once-i stole his roar.

just one of those days where i am constantly reminded how much i am loved and cherrished.

i don't have much more to say.
oh wait, that's a lie.

God has been awesome awesome awesome today.
and kinda creapy, as in he gave me a vision/visual thing of what the fall of man could have possibley looked/felt like.

i'll do my best to describe this intricate picture in my mind:

it really is a fall. Eve is the first one out, falling through time/space/ whatever onto the darkness of earth. she clumps to the ground, clutching her kneees as her swollen, tear streaked face crumbles beneath the emotion she feels. adam is next. it's dark. cold. scary. eve is screaming hard for adam, her voice cracking. she feels alone. all joy gone. God isn't with them anymore. she's blind because she has never seen darkness before, and gropes around for adam to have someone with her. in the process, she strips her pointless clothes off, hoping that would make things better. she vomits up the apple, maybe that would make it better. her hand touches something cold and shaking, adam. a swif breeze comes through, choking the couple as haunting hisses and cracks blow throuhg their brain-satan rules on earth. and he is letting them know that they WILL suffer. after the initial week of regret, shock, fear, and emptiness, the two try to make things work. they farm, pray, scream, eat, adjust.......wondering where God was.

they missed Him.


happy birthday.